I was bored so I tattoed myself :D
a B (the first initial in my first name) on the finger.
I wanted to try something small before I do something bigger,since it's my first tat &+ that Im doing it myself.



The needle & tub ;)



You sure do need a pair of black glove's :D



Voila :DDD

Crying doesn't indicate that you're weak. Since birth it has always been a sign that you're alive.



Life is about trusting our feelings and taking chances,losing and finding happiness. Appreciating the memories and learning from the past.And to be old and wise,you have to be young and stupid first,that's how we learn,by making mistakes.
And they may be mistakes,but don't ever regret anything you do,
See it as a lesson.
And trust me,that by every choice you make and every step you take,you learn something.
Don't hold back,ever,never hesitate. Always go for it all and sometimes be a dumbass and do something stupid
And if you feel that you're future seems overwhelming,remember that it comes one moment at a time.

I love you means that I accept you for the person that you are,and that I do not wish to change you into someone else.That I don't expect perfection from you.I will stand by you through the worst of times.
I'll be there for you when you're down,you need a shoulder to lean on,when things seems hard,Im there.
I promise to brighten up your day when everything seems down & grey.
And you can tell me secrets,anything and I will not judge you for them and the things you tell me,I will keep them to myself.
You need to talk to someone,Im there
you need to vent,Im there
cry
laugh
anything,im there
anyday & anytime.
When you'll have something exciteing going on,I'll be your cheerleader.
Im willing to give up my life for you.. ♥

Bought two new movies yesterday,but forgot to write about it.



The game <-- old one. & Into The Wild :)

& Today I went out and few things got to follow me home ^^

1. Body Lotion
2. Hello Kitty band-aid's
3. A dvd box (swedish comedy show)
4. White lotion pump
5. Teeth whitening



My fav. Was the lotion pump :D



Från City Gross 115;-

The human strength,comes from experience.

I judged the cover way to fast.
I thought the movie would suck,be boring and just not worth watching..
It sure did prove me wrong :D
I haven't laughed so much in a long time,it was hilarious.
I have to admit,it starts slow and boring,but give the movie a chance,
after 30-35 min,slowly but its starts to get more and more entertaining,and after a while you end up cracking up and rolling on the floor.
There was a bathroom scene,were I laughed so much that I was about to cry,
the actors were amazing,great acting and awesome script.
Overall I Want Candy is a great surprise and a British comedy that is one to remember. It won't be to everyones tastes of course, but for the most part its a great laugh featuring some surprisingly good perfomance.

It looks soo good :DD
Can't wait to see it <3
I'ma check when the movie hits the theaters here in Stockholm ;)

Awh man I have to see this one :DD
it looks good,plus that Russell Brand is in it.
I love love love him <3
- I cracked up at the 1.08 scene

Im so sorry for the sucky update & replying back to your comments so late.
I just haven't been feeling good.. At all.
These last two days I've just been sleeping,and waking up around 5,6 in the afternoon
And I tried waking up earlier,but every time I got up.my head started to spin,I felt sick,killer headache
So the best way to avoid that,was to just lay,and I got up once,watched some tv and got sick again
so I went back to bed,and with the headache,I decided it was for the best to take a break from blogging and everything.
I feel weak,sick,like I'm about to throw up,
dizzy all the time
blury vision,
and if im laying or sitting down,whenever I try to get up, I get dizzy and fall,I can't walk straight.
I want break things,and when I try to scream.. I can't
There's no,noises
I don't know what to do anymore,..

Dig it - Holes soundtrack

Both the movie and the book was amazing.
And shia labeouf looked sooo cute with hes dark curly hair xD
Love hes part on 0.15 <3
I love the song,the video
but mostly the movie.
If you haven't seen it,I recommend that you do ;)

And please please pretty please with a cherry on top
Vote for me :)

VOTE <-- Im the last one the list. <3

Please please please pretty please :D
Vote for me :D

All you have to do is to go this lovely girly's blog and hit the comment button and say your voting me;
beautymadeleine.com <--

Im the last one on the list.

Rösta på mig för att vinna veckans blogg :D
klicka in dig på denna brud's blogg och rösta på mig
beautymadeleine.com <--
snälla (a)

Jag är den sista på listan.

Forgive & forget? Fuck that shit,I dont believe in it anymore.
Im tired of taking peoples bull,
Instead,don't do anything your going to be sorry about,
Im fed up,of people using me.You screw up once now,and that's it.
Am I only usefull when you need something?
That's all im good for? To help you out?
Is this what I get? I deserved this for what?
Being nice? Being there for you when you needed it?
Im sorry for being good hearted,sue me cause I felt like helping you out and being there for you.
Don't call cause I wont answer
Don't text cause I wont reply
Don't try to talk to me cause I wont listen
Don't say your sorry cause I wont forgive you
And don't ask me to forget,cause that'll be Mission Impossible.

So stick that in your juice box and suck it :D

I love that bitch.

Did you know that I can't eat beans? Yeah I feel like throwing up just by smelling it,and I've tried to eat few times
but nope,it's impossible.
I hate it. yuck yuck yuck.
No offence if you like it though :D

Lowd - Basketball
love love love it <3
Ive been listening to it over & over.
the song comes in the movie Alpha dog.

hahah someone sent me this song on MSN,and it brought memories xD
I love enrique & this song <3
Listen & enjoy ;)

When I was little I was always scared of dolls after seeing the movie Chucky,
Every night I thought the dolls would come to live,so I decided to get rid of them,but then got scared thinking that they would be mad and pissed off to why I threw them in a bag. And that they would come back to kill me or something.
Not cool -_-

Awhh memories :')
I used to love this movie as a child,and even when I got older,I used to come home from school and watch it.
Everyday,and I knew every line to it.
It's adorable & amazingly cute <3
With a happy ending.
love LOVE love it.

BORING!
I was literally praying for the movie to end,
It was supposed to be some kind of horror/comedy
I didn't laugh or got scared ONCE.
The movie is dead,no meaning,no nothing
I have nothing good to say about it really.

Hope everyone is doing great,
I'm going to reply back to your lovely comments :)
and then im going out.
Peace out homeskillets ;)

Ehh.. It was OK.
It didn't suck but it wasn't one of the best comedies I've seen.
Im not gonna lie,I did literally crack up in one scene,and I can think about it now and still laugh.
It was entertaining,something to watch when your bored and want to kill time.
It started slow but got better & better,
the ensamble of cast was amazing,loved every one of them.
I could def. watch it again.
The best thing about the movie,has to be the location,
it was beyond beautiful,I'm seriously planing on going there on my next vacation.
If you have a picture of how paradise would look.. That is it
it was perfect in every way.
<3

YaaaaaaaaaaaaaY :DDD
moi is going to the concert <3

It's funny how day by day nothing changes,but when you look back everything is different.

hahahaha I cracked up at 0.33 :'D

hahahh Imma think about that next time someone is walking on my nerves,
instead of getting all annoyed & mad just bitch-slap the person :D
so,instead of using 42 muscles,you just use 4 ;)

YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY
-jumps up & down on the bed-
can't wait,I LOVE Shrek :D

Lady Gaga - Dance in the dark <3

Its looks entertaining,& plus im a fan of both Gerard Butler & Jennifer Aniston.
I think Im going to see it when it comes out.
=]

The movie trailer starts around 0.32

-I'm actually a former model
-Really?! How long ago was that? :D
- ha haha..

Taio cruz - ay ay ay

I'm addicted to it,
love love love it <3
:D

Its old by now,but whatever I still love it :D

Ashley Green

Precious was a powerful film that manages to entertain while evoking a broad spectrum of emotions, from anger and heartbreaking pity to optimism, joy and hope.
The movie will change your perception of things,and make you realize to be thankful for what you have.
I liked it,I was in shock many times,and I felt pity for her,
It was heartbreaking at parts but good. But I also laughed.
Only thing I didn't like was the end, I wanted to know more,what was going to happened to her,but I guess everything worked out at the end. :)

LOVE HIM :D
I've been a fan ever since Even stevens,but fell in love after seeing Disturbia,and while watching Eagle eye I just wanted to jump into the screen take him & kidnap him xD
and keep that sexybeast hostage :D
If you haven't seen them, WATCH EM
Disturbia & Eagle eye <-- badass movies, yo,badass movies im telling you!
The day I get to meet JT,CB & SL is the day I can officially die happily :D

Just got back from the mall,though my plan was to JUST go get something to eat..
I ended up buying few other stuff xD
Anyways,I'm going to the gym now,and when I get back I'll probably watch the movie :)





A white oversized tee
A black short west
Fake lashes
Mascara
3 Depens nailpolish (Darkpurple,orange & yellow)
A bracelet
& A dvd,Vicky Christina Barcelona

I've made mistakes in my life,I've let people take advantage of me and I've accepted way less then I deserve.
But I've learned from my bad choices,and even though there are some things I can never get back and people who never will be sorry,I'll know better next time and I wont settle for anything less then I deserve.

1. I'm a marilyn manson fanatic.
2. I cry like a baby whenever I see a animal hurt or getting hurt.
3. My first celebrity crush was Ben Foster after seeing the movie Hostage.
4. I could just eat sushi for the rest of my life.
5. I get sick whenever I smell meat or chicken.
6. I've lost track of how many times I've seen the movie Alpha Dog,and I know every line to it. <3
7. I crack up to the disney movie The Beauty & The Beast.
8. I'm completely terrified of bee's & clowns <-- my two biggest phobia's.
9. I can still listen to N'sync and enjoy every min of the song,like I did when I was 7-8.
10. I'll watch any movie if Al pacino,Christopher walken,Chazz Palminteri,Ben foster & Shia labeouf is in it.

I am the author of my life, Unfortunatly,I'm writing in pen and.. Can't erase my mistakes

Everyone sees who I appear to be,but only few knows the real me. You only see what I choose to show,theres so much more behind this smile..

I believe everything happens for a reason.People change so that you can learn how to let go.Things go wrong,so that you apprecite then when they're right.You believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself,and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together..And there comes a point in your life when you realize who matters,who never did,who won't anymore,and who always will.So don't worry about the people from your past,there's a reason why they didn't make it to your future. And you should be more concerned with your character then your reputation,..Because your character is what you really are,while your reputation is merely what others think you are.

 And people people people,dont forget to write your blogadress,so I can reply to your comments,many of you forget and I feel so bad when you write a sweet comment and I cant answer it.
Love you all <3

You may not be her first,or her only.She loved before she may love again.But if she loves you now,what else matters?
She's not perfect,you aren't either and the two of you may never be perfect together,but if she can make you laugh,cause you to think twice,and admit to being human and making mistakes,hold into her and give her the most you can.She may not be thinking about you every min of the day,but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break,her heart,so don't hurt her,don't change her,dont analyze and don't expect more then she can give. Smile when she makes you happy,let her know when she makes you mad and miss her when she's not there.

Been listening to the songs from CB's In My Zone album.
LOVE hes voice & songs <3
They are really good,but I still love the Graffiti album more.

The Fav. tracks form this album.

Bad - Feat. Soulja Boy Tell'em


Sex
 <-- muy caliente yo ;)

Too Freaky
 <-- I Have it on repeat right now. Wait until 1.24 <3

Turnt up
 <-- :D <3

Enrique Iglesias - Do you know [ping pong song] <3

Good night & Sweet dreams loves <3
imma hit the bed now,gotta be up early tomorrow.

I'm your biggest fan
I'll follow you until you love me
Papa- paparazzi
Baby there's no other supestar
You know that I'll be your papa-paparazzi
promise I'll be kind
But I wont stop until that boy is mine <3

Sorry for a sucky updates.
I've been feeling a bit under the weather.
I want to throw things,scream but mostly I want to kill someone. But that person will stay nameless.
Im starting to feel better,Camii came over,(dont know what id do without her),we talked and she made me realize that I shouldn't let people use me.
Something I already knew but didnt wanna admit it that peopler were doing.

Well imma reply to comments then take something for the headache for all the inside screamings I had,and imma hit the bed. I just want this day to end...



Picture from Google.

 

Jag just nu ^

GAH! Av nån anledning kan jag inte svara på kommentarerna.
Har startat om datan och allt,men nothing -,-
Det kmr alltid fram; Bad Gateway. <-- O.o
provar igen senare elr imorrn.

Hoppas alla har haft en lovely kväll,så hörs vi senare elr imorrn.

xoxo / Bee ♥

Righteous Kill has two of the greatest actors of our generation, Robert DeNiro and Al Pacino. It was good,not great but a good thriller with a bit of action,not much but it did have some. Funny lines from Pacino. It was amazing acting but weak script :|
And it was very slow at times,on few scenes it got you bored.
You wanna watch something to kill time?
Then this is the movie for you.

Just got home,went to the movies again to see Alice in Wonderland 3D,since it was sold out yesterday.
Honestly? I got disappointed :|
I had a whole other vision how the movie would be,and it turned out to be the complete opposite.
Mia Wasikowska presents Alice in a dull manner that had me checking my watch every ten or fifteen minutes. Overall this film isn't awful, but at the same time its no masterpiece, for an interesting film to look at I suppose this would be an alright choice, however if you want a great story and compelling acting, you might want to check out something else.
I expected more from Tim Burton.
And the 3D effects,were iight.
If I would rate it,id say 2 & half out of 5 :/

While I was out I bought a watch,a Hello Kitty towle (that's all wrinkled up in a tiny box),2 dvd'd & 2 magazines.

Movies --> Scent of a woman & Righteous kill
I LOVE AL PACINO <3

Date of birth: February 12th
Birth name: Beauty Madeleine Sausan Karam Martinez (yes,Beauty is my first name,its getting a tiny bit annoying that people ask; is Beauty REALLY your name? YES it is.
Nickname: Bee
One thing you can't live without: Music <3
Favorite artist: Justin Timberlake,Chris Brown & Marilyn Manson
Favorite Movie: Alpha Dog
Favorite color: babyblue,deeppink & black
The 3 most important things in your life: Ipod,Laptop & Phone :D ..*ahem*.. i mean, friends,family...
Do you spoon: excuse me? O.o
What's the closest thing to you that's black: has to be my bra,it doesnt get any closer then at xD
First thought waking up in the morning: im pee pee wannado
Taylor Lautner: yum ;D
Ever killed someone: does my ipod count?
Ever been to disneyland: no,but i see my prince charming every night.. in my dreams.. but it still counts yo.
Red bull: that shizz punk'd me,it doesn't give you wings -_-
Are you ticklish: touch me and i'll kill you.
Have any hidden talents: well i dunno,their hidden you dumbass
Do you want to bring sexy back? pshh Justin may be bringing it,but sexy never left me xD
What's your biggest secret: well it wouldn't be a secret if i told you ;)
Would you rather be a fish or a bird: ohh a birdyy, i wanna spread my wings and fly :D (i believe i can fly,i believe i can touch the sky.. lalala,lets move on)
Do you talk to yourself: oh but of course all the time;

-Bee: whats up you hotstuff?
-Bee: nm jus chillaxin,how bout you stunnah?
-Bee: just answering lamo questions
-Bee: sounds like so much fun :D
-Bee: sarcasm,betch.
-Bee: me?sarcsam? nooo neverrrr
-Bee: whaddevaa *rolls eyes*
-Bee: ohh no you didnt,just rolled your eyes on me.
-Bee: i did,whatcha gonna do about it!
-Bee: woop yo butt,you son of a betch of cookie
-Bee: bring it!
 (yeah me myself and i dont get along all the time) next question please!

Last thing you ate: yo momma
Listening to something right now: yeah the voices inside my head.. they wont shudd up x(
Where did you find out about this survey: i googled "random survey", google is the BOMB.
Having fun: not really :D
What are you going to do after this: call my drug dealer

Ayee dudettes & dude's ;D
Just got back from the movies,went to see Valentine's day,though my plan was to watch Alice in Wonderland.
Mom and I decided to have lunch and then watch a movie,
it took a decade for us to get a long and decide which movie to watch.
while standing in line, after argueing for like 10 min I said; allright,if Alice in wonderland is sold out,
we'll watch Valentine's day,and she said; then imma pray for alice in wonderland to be sold out.
what happens when we get to the desk?
Yeah. It was sold out -,-
I swear that woman and her mental powers. Uncool mom uncool.
and we ended up watching Valentine's day,which I wasn't so excited to see.
I thought it would.. Well suck :|
I took back every word I said after the movie.
I guess I judged too soon.
It was really good. I don't know if it was just my humor but I cracked up in few scenes,well not only me,the rest who was there seemed to enjoy the movie as well and as much as me.
It was entetaining,sweet though it didn't have so much romance as I expected,well,cause of the name of the movie. It had sad parts,drama & dilemma's.
But you end up learning something.
That when you love someone,you don't love him/her cause of the good things only,you love everything. Even the flaws. You love the whole person,good & bad flaws. :)
Now over to something else,I don't know if I read wrong or whatever,but that Leonardo Dicaprio would also be in the movie,NEVER SAW HIM :|
Guess I read wrong. & That Joe Jonas would have the voice for a dog that was in the movie,yeah the dog NEVER talked.
Other then that it was a great movie,awesome mix of actors & actress's,amazing ensamble.
Though Taylor Swift didn't convince me so much as an actress :/
The End :)

Are they kidding?!
There's going to be to a 3rd Step up,they should had just stopped at the first one.
Or if you decide to continue the movie,at least USE THE SAME ACTORS!
I haven't seen the second one and I doubt that I'm going to see the 3rd one.
And its going to be in 3D.
Premiere in sweden; August 6th.



What do you think when directors/producers change the actors?

im super sleepy right na na na
but im not going to bed right na na na :D

well since i dont feel like sleeping,im listening to music & lookin at funny shizz :D
gotta love the internet.



hahahah :'D  ^



♥

Just dance, gonna be okay
Da da doo doo
Just dance, spin that record babe
Da da doo doo
Just dance, gonna be okay
D-D-D-Dance, dance, dance, just
J-J-Just dance
♥

Which one is your fav. braid?
Mine has to be the one on the left top. <3

Guanabana is def. my fav. juice <3
which one is yours? :)

Miranda Kerr. <3

Who's your fav. Victoria Secret Model?

Its oh so amazing!
i love love love LOVE it<3
Sean & Justin = the BOMB

I just electricute my finger, I was scared at first but then it was kinda awesome =D

Thats so me whenever I hear this song :D

Kate moss <3

This was the best picture I could find :/




Disney movie Model behaivor,pretty old its from 2000.
But it was cute & entertaining,if your bored and want to watch something to kill time this is the movie to do that.
I liked the movie. It's not great film, but it's a nice feel-good movie.Right from the opening credits, you know exactly what sort of movie this is going to be. A teen "comedy/romance/drama" featuring a nerdy girl as the main character (screaming for a makeover) in lust with the cutest guy in school. We all know she's gonna make it in the end but ... how??? Stay tuned and all will be revealed. :)

& yup Justin Timberlake in in the movie,not much but he has some scenes.

That video made my day :'D

iight,imma watch a movie,now. i'll post a review about it when i get back. and i gotta make time for the gym too.
so either its after the movie or after the gym ;D
ttyl loves <3

Really just shut up! Fucking DROP IT!
& We're the not the worst fans,
the best thank you :)
gee fucking sue me cause i love hes voice,dance skills,style, or that i think hes good lookin'! i dont care!
this bitch is lucky hes 845612464 miles away from me or i would had gone jigsaw on him!
i love him,and im always gonna be on team CB <3

Usher - hey daddy

Im in a hurry right,sorry i'll reply to the comments when i get back.
Hope you all have a lovely day <3

Justin Bieber - Never let you go <3

This kid got mad talent :DD

ALRIGHT THATS IT! DISHONOR
dishonor on your whole family
make a note of this
dishonor on you!
dishonor on your cow!

hahahahaha!

Looks good,+ that im a huge fan of Shia labeouf ;D
so as soon as the movie hits the theater here in sweden,imma be the first in line to get tickets :D <3

Lady Gaga - Second time around <3

AMAZING song,been listening to it over & over,my new addiction.

ke$ha - your love is my drug <3
[LOVE her music]

Ehh,im sorry but this has to be one of the worst "horror" movies ive seen :/
How the hell did she go from Transformers to this?!
Fox is pretty much just eye candy,you'll only watch the movie cause MEGAN FOX is in it,and thats it.
I got disappointed,the trailer looked good. I got Punk'd by the trailer & previews -,-
Having seen and appreciated Juno, I was expecting more from screen writer Diablo Cody,
I don't recommend Jennifer's body,if you still want to see it,wait until the dvd comes out and rent it.
The ending, while a shock, sets things up for another film (lets hope not),
Though the soundtrack was good :D

Orphan REALLY surprised me,thought it would suck,but it didnt.It was very disturbing at parts. It was Dark, edgy, twisted, effective, clever, and intense - one of the best "evil child" films I've seen. Its was messed up,you get so "involved" with the movie that you start yelling at the tv screen,at some point you just want to grab that little girl and just kill her yourself.
Its a nailbiter,the movie got your full attention from beginning to end,your stuck infront of the screen,you dont wanna miss any scenes. The best thing the film has is the script. What Esther does to the family is brilliant. Don't let the trailer fool you into thinking this is just another "evil kid" movie. Its really much more than that. This is definitely one of the better thriller with a touch of horror films to come along these days.

Just got back from a powerwalk. Imma take a shower and then start fixing something to eat though im not really hungry :/
But Imma try to eat something anyways. Then I was thinking going somewhere but the weather is stopping me,its like day after tomorrow,who the hells wants to go out with that mad storm outside.
Its more like "stay home & watch a movie kind of day",so maybe thats what i'll do :)
The question now is. What movie? :|
i know i know,such a dilemma xD
btw; anyone seen Shutter island? Looks really good,but at the moment Leonardo Dicaprio is the only reason why i would watch it,so if anyone has seen it,let me know if the movie is worth watching.

Remember me. Looks really good. :)
Comes out in March 26th <-- The premiere in Sweden.




You know cant smoke in here.
-why do you have an ashtray?
its a bowl,its completes the room.
-i guess it was just here to tease me.

hahahahah xD